change… is g0od…
September 22nd, 2007 by mirahedorayuuuu… huuuu. peeps…
will n0 l0nger be bl0gging here…
view me at
t0odles…
c0mel
…t0 be or n0t be t0 d0… (t0ts @ spur m0ment)
September 11th, 2007 by mirahedora:::t0 be or n0t t0 be:::
that is the questi0n
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the questi0n that is playing in my mind…
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few m0re m0nths t0 "it"
& im having what y0u call it?
"the chills"?
yah, thats the exact w0rds
"the chills"
in fact
my hands are icy c0ld right n0w
usually they are warm even during c0ld weather…
but at the th0ught of "it"
everything turns c0ld
what d0es it mean?
huh?
huh?
HHHUUUHHH!?!
*c0mel*
0r n0t
u decide
th0ught of the day…
September 2nd, 2007 by mirahedoraive been hearing pe0ple g0ing ar0und asking,
"why me!?! why d0es this happen t0 me!?! oh G0d, pleassssseee answer me. pleassssssee!"
ok, ok. the last part was abit t0o dramatic. hahaha… well. the main p0int is why d0es pe0ple keep asking that when mishaps happened but never ask that it when they are d0ing fine? like example if getting a raise, will pe0ple ask,"why d0 i get m0re?" or "d0 i deserve this high pay?" or "what did i d0 t0 get this raise? i must give the extra m0ney t0 annisa amin." naaaaay… dun think s0…
hmm… of c0urse n0t all are like that but th0se wh0 are reading this and feels that he/she is in this bunch of pe0ple, then y0u g0tta st0p asking that ridicul0us ques. when u fall, just stand up high and m0ve f0rward… it aint easy but its a must thing t0 do… remember that all the mishaps happen f0r a reas0n that either makes u a better pers0n or useful f0r ur future…
*C0MEL*
b4, dUriNg & afTer fIda’s wEdDing… *sMilezZzZz*
August 19th, 2007 by mirahedoradate of event: 12 aug 2o07…
date of updating abt it: 20 aug 20o7, 12:07am
(biaserlah, slalu terlambat… wakakaka!)
the big event of the day was hafida’s wedding… me and rash pr0mised t0 mit up at her (fida’s) place at 3pm… s0 i arranged t0 mit s0p at 2.30pm at clementi mrt… wat t0 d0… fiancee bz at w0rk s0 next "b0yfriend" is sup… wahaha! luckily khalid (sup’s bf) cant c0me s0 i’ve her all t0 myself… muahahahahah!!! ok, s0 i s0und gay. d0 u have a pr0b with tat? *winks*
mit sup, t0ok taxi t0 fida’s place… and guess wat, we were the 1st am0ng our gr0up… surprise… surprise… *eyes r0lling* rash called few minutes later indicating that she and l0kman reached fida’s carpark. s0 sup and i make our m0ve there. on the way there, mit up with aje… hafiz,deena and her guy came t0o.. so0n, ayu came with her guy (i think his name is firdaus)… w0w! me, s0p, aje, hafiz, deena, rash and ayu… its like the reuni0n of 00A3!!! well, alm0st…
heres s0me pics at fida’s wedd… actually only 2… hehehe… bz eating ah… lapar d0ink…
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i lo0k g0od here… s0ri sup… *winks*
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yeah, ni dia gambar fav0uriteku… like wat ain always say.
"ni barang baik punyer"
fr0m left (in fr0nt): sup, me!!!, rash, ayu and deena
fr0m left (behind): nazri and hafiz
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ard 4+pm, rash suggested of kara0king… WHAT!?!?!?! me? kara0ke? n0 way mannnn… h0nestly, i went t0 kara0ke bef0re and seri0usly, i dun really enj0y myself s0 th0se times d0esnt c0unt… meaning t0 say that i see myself as wat rash labelled as "a kara0ke virgin." heheheh…
i went anyway… and b0y, im sure glad i did… =)
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menyebukz ajelah c0uple dua ni. org sibuk ambik gambar sendiri, d0rang sibuk suruh org ambik gambar d0rang pulak.
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when the guys were n0t ard. heheheh…
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s0 the guys came back…
BAU! BAU! BAU!!! wakaka!!! private j0ke…
>>>>>>>
s0, gerls…
when’s the next kara0ke sessi0n? =D
+c0mel+
:::w0ndering:::
August 5th, 2007 by mirahedoraI wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt (—-cens0red NC16—-)
(—-cens0red NC16—-)
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt (—-cens0red NC16—-)
(—-cens0red NC16—-)
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back
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I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a **** about you
I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a **** about you
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Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
So this is goodbye
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
So this is goodbye
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God damn my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to (—-cens0red NC16—-)
Forget what you’re going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth
God damn my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to (—-cens0red NC16—-)
Forget what you’re going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth
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I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a **** about you
I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a **** about you
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Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you’re feeling
But I don’t believe it’s true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
So this is goodbye
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you’re feeling
But I don’t believe it’s true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
So this is goodbye
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I’ve been here before
One day I’ll wake up
And it won’t hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don’t have a meaning
Cause…
I’ve been here before
One day I’ll wake up
And it won’t hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don’t have a meaning
Cause…
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I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a **** about you
And I…and so this is goodbye
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a **** about you
And I…and so this is goodbye
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Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you’re feeling
But I don’t believe it’s true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
So this is goodbye
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you’re feeling
But I don’t believe it’s true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
So this is goodbye
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n0 w0nder i like this s0ng s0 much…
it acts as the remedy of my life n0w…
3 m0re m0nths t0 g0
yet…
(a hug t0 ease the pain):::g0od news w0rth the wait:::
July 22nd, 2007 by mirahedora:::g0od news w0rth the wAit:::
Alhamdulillah, received the news that my br0 is 100% free fr0m cancer!!! yeah!!! i guess hes back t0 being ann0ying again huh… hehehe… m0m and him went 4 check up last m0n (16 july 2o07) and the d0c t0ld her that he is c0mpletely rec0vered… of c0urse, once in few m0nths, he is still need t0 g0 f0r check ups, just t0 make sure, u see… his cancer might c0me back… but lets h0pe that never happen… *prays*…
*gembirenyeeeer*
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well, an0ther piece of g0od news that had me waiting f0r
2 wh0le m0nths is
ive finally received the
"HARRY P0TTER & THE DEATHLY H0LL0WS" b0ok! muahahahahahahahahah!!! im s0o0o0o0o0o happy!
+c0mel+
a heart-breaking m0ment
July 14th, 2007 by mirahedoradEar virtual diary,
finally, after all these years, im able t0 d0 it…
im able t0 m0ve on wif my life and replace "him" wif sum0ne new…
its a really a heart-breaking m0ment
but
wat am i supp0se t0 d0?
my sis says she really dun like "him"
and shes been enduring it "him" f0r quite sumtime…
t0ld me t0 change
oh, the ag0ny!!!
the pain!!!
my br0ken heart…
with much difficulty…
wif heavy heart…
at last…
finally…
g0odbye
j0hnny depp wallpaper!!!
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hell0
harry p0tter!!!
* this is my new wallpaper
at my c0mp…
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neat eh?
i s0lemly swear im up t0 n0 g0od… heh heh heh…
*c0mel*
:::i knew i l0ve u:::
July 6th, 2007 by mirahedorawas listening t0 my mp3 that i just f0und recently and came acr0ss this s0ng … i used t0 l0ve this s0ng due t0 its simple, easy t0 understand yet deep, meaningful w0rds… well, actually, i still d0 l0ve this s0ng… h0wever life’s n0t as l0vely and fl0wery… 0h well… t0o bad… life. g0es. on.
I Knew I Loved You ยป Savage Garden
Maybe it’s intuition
But some things you just don’t question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
and there it goes
I think I’ve found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There’s just no rhyme or reason
only this sense of completion
and in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I’m searching for
I think I found my way home
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I found you
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
*c0mel*
dari hati (demi waktu)
June 27th, 2007 by mirahedorai screw up
u f0rgive me
we talked
we met
n0w, we’re better than ever…
Alhamdulillah…
thank u, dear
f0r everything…
help!!! we are left with n0thing on a deserted island!!!!
dari hati (demi waktu)
June 24th, 2007 by mirahedoraaku yang tak pernah bisa lupakan dirinya
yang kini hadir diantara kita
namun ku juga takkan bisa menepis bayangmu
yang slama ini temani hidupku
maafkan aku
menduakan cintamu
berat rasa hatiku
tinggalkan dirinya
dan demi waktu
yang bergulir disampingmu
maafkanlah diriku
sepenuh hatimu
seandainya bila kubisa memilih
kalau saja waktu itu ku tak jumpa dirinya
mungkin semua takkan seperti ini
dirimu dan dirinya kini ada dihatiku
membawa aku dalam kehancuran
(biar diri bersendirian
melangkah ke arah yg tiada wujudnya…)
pulau redang…
aman…
indah…
pandangan yg menakjubkan…
tempat yg sempurna untuk diri yg kurang sempurna ini…
*c0mel*
